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Last night, I dreamt of playing the accordion.
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Really, beyond seeing Lee Moyer's almost finished cover for Two Worlds and In Between, it was a pretty shitty day. That was the only bright spot. Wait, there was one other. Anyway, for some reason, I recorded the whole crappy day in photos, nineteen of them, below and behind the cut.
I've not spoken for thirty-three hours now, and I'm going for forty-eight, and then, then we'll see.
Much (but by no means all) of what went so wrong about yesterday was thinking I might be ready to finish the final chapter of The Drowning Girl, then discovering another scene that needed to be fitted it. I wrote the new scene, then struggled to insert it without disrupting the chapter's established flow. This is one of those things I can't understand about writers who write shit out of order. I write, I establish flow, and it's pretty much unidirectional. Try to go back and stick in new stuff, it all goes to shit (plus, you're swimming upstream the whole time). But, I wrote the new scene, like I said, then proceeded to the last scene (I only wrote 691 words yesterday). Then decided I needed to hear all of the final chapter, and an earlier part of the book, before wrapping it up. So, I asked Spooky to read it to me.
But I dozed off while she was reading to me, so we have to finish today. After I write the journal entry. Then I have to write another extra scene, once I figure out if it belongs in the ninth or tenth chapter. Maybe Monday and Tuesday I can write the last two scenes. Of course, I also have the deadline for Two Worlds and In Between a mere nine days from now, and there's still so much work left to do on that it boggles the noggin. And there's the work for SuicideGirls that I took on last week.
A nice piece of mail (the real sort, on paper with stamps) from Leeanne O'Sullivan in Lancashire, England. Thank you, Leeanne. You were that other bright spot.
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After dinner, I had a hot bath. And a meltdown. A silent meltdown.
Later, when I'd been scooped into a Caitlín-shaped bowl, we watched Abel Ferrara's New Rose Hotel, a pretty faithful 1998 film adaptation of William Gibson's short story of the same name. If nothing else, the movie nails the mood of Gibson's story. Christopher Walken is wonderful. Willem Dafoe is a little on autopilot. And Asia Argento is...um....hot. But you already knew that. Yoshitaka Amano (yes, that Yoshitaka Amano) plays the mark, a geneticist named Hiroshi, and there are cool cameos, such as Ryuichi Sakamoto. Definitely recommended, and you can stream it from Netflix.
Laterer, played Rift. Selwyn didn't make Level 19, because I tried to rp instead. And it wasn't bad, but after two attempts at rp in Rift I see that one has to know the canon, and that all the players have to be on the same page in interpreting the canon. Most rpers won't even realize this, of course, but then most rpers suck. Which is why you must rp in tiny groups (4-5 at most).
Latererer, Spooky read me chapters Four and Five of Catching Fire, and I'm relieved to say it gets much better. I think the first three chapters might have been condensed into a paragraph. But I also think, when we're done, I'll be of the opinion it should all have been written as a single book, not a trilogy. We are chained to trilogies. Fuck you, Trilogy Tyrant. Fuck you, Despot of Series. Fuck you.
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My thanks to people who commented on the problem of gay protagonists in YA novels. I'm not going to get into all the details, because they are many and some of this is private stuff between me and others. And because there's the ugly issue of money. But, I will say, my first YA protagonist will be a lesbian. The worst that can happen is that I can fail, and I've sort of done that already (if we're talking about financial success and mass appeal, and I am).
Comments on #63? Bueller? Bueller?
Now...the photos:
First thing I saw yesterday morning (and this morning). Or I would have forgotten.
Breakfast, slightly out of focus.
Communication sans vocalization!
Mostly, I'm "speaking" with a pen and notebook.
Yesterday's second bright spot.
Spooky reading The Drowning Girl to me, sometime before I dozed off.
There really is an Outside.
My iMac's current wallpaper. Carcharodontosaurus and others in a misty forest that will someday be Northern Africa.
Getting ready for dinner.
Bathroom reading matter.
Filling the tub.
These help a great deal with the cough.
Christopher Walken!
Sméagol in my office chair.
Playing Rift on Spooky's laptop.
Tooth paste. The last word in futility.
The only one of these that Spooky took. I think I was trying to hug Hubero to death.
Reading before sleep.
And I fell asleep to Revenge of the Creature (1955) playing on my ancient iBook (circa 2000). Revenge of the Creature is one of my many comfort movies, and I usually sleep to comfort movies.
All photographs Copyright © 2011 by Caitlín R. Kiernan and Kathryn A. Pollnac
Last night, I dreamt of playing the accordion.
---
Really, beyond seeing Lee Moyer's almost finished cover for Two Worlds and In Between, it was a pretty shitty day. That was the only bright spot. Wait, there was one other. Anyway, for some reason, I recorded the whole crappy day in photos, nineteen of them, below and behind the cut.
I've not spoken for thirty-three hours now, and I'm going for forty-eight, and then, then we'll see.
Much (but by no means all) of what went so wrong about yesterday was thinking I might be ready to finish the final chapter of The Drowning Girl, then discovering another scene that needed to be fitted it. I wrote the new scene, then struggled to insert it without disrupting the chapter's established flow. This is one of those things I can't understand about writers who write shit out of order. I write, I establish flow, and it's pretty much unidirectional. Try to go back and stick in new stuff, it all goes to shit (plus, you're swimming upstream the whole time). But, I wrote the new scene, like I said, then proceeded to the last scene (I only wrote 691 words yesterday). Then decided I needed to hear all of the final chapter, and an earlier part of the book, before wrapping it up. So, I asked Spooky to read it to me.
But I dozed off while she was reading to me, so we have to finish today. After I write the journal entry. Then I have to write another extra scene, once I figure out if it belongs in the ninth or tenth chapter. Maybe Monday and Tuesday I can write the last two scenes. Of course, I also have the deadline for Two Worlds and In Between a mere nine days from now, and there's still so much work left to do on that it boggles the noggin. And there's the work for SuicideGirls that I took on last week.
A nice piece of mail (the real sort, on paper with stamps) from Leeanne O'Sullivan in Lancashire, England. Thank you, Leeanne. You were that other bright spot.
---
After dinner, I had a hot bath. And a meltdown. A silent meltdown.
Later, when I'd been scooped into a Caitlín-shaped bowl, we watched Abel Ferrara's New Rose Hotel, a pretty faithful 1998 film adaptation of William Gibson's short story of the same name. If nothing else, the movie nails the mood of Gibson's story. Christopher Walken is wonderful. Willem Dafoe is a little on autopilot. And Asia Argento is...um....hot. But you already knew that. Yoshitaka Amano (yes, that Yoshitaka Amano) plays the mark, a geneticist named Hiroshi, and there are cool cameos, such as Ryuichi Sakamoto. Definitely recommended, and you can stream it from Netflix.
Laterer, played Rift. Selwyn didn't make Level 19, because I tried to rp instead. And it wasn't bad, but after two attempts at rp in Rift I see that one has to know the canon, and that all the players have to be on the same page in interpreting the canon. Most rpers won't even realize this, of course, but then most rpers suck. Which is why you must rp in tiny groups (4-5 at most).
Latererer, Spooky read me chapters Four and Five of Catching Fire, and I'm relieved to say it gets much better. I think the first three chapters might have been condensed into a paragraph. But I also think, when we're done, I'll be of the opinion it should all have been written as a single book, not a trilogy. We are chained to trilogies. Fuck you, Trilogy Tyrant. Fuck you, Despot of Series. Fuck you.
---
My thanks to people who commented on the problem of gay protagonists in YA novels. I'm not going to get into all the details, because they are many and some of this is private stuff between me and others. And because there's the ugly issue of money. But, I will say, my first YA protagonist will be a lesbian. The worst that can happen is that I can fail, and I've sort of done that already (if we're talking about financial success and mass appeal, and I am).
Comments on #63? Bueller? Bueller?
Now...the photos:
First thing I saw yesterday morning (and this morning). Or I would have forgotten.
Breakfast, slightly out of focus.
Communication sans vocalization!
Mostly, I'm "speaking" with a pen and notebook.
Yesterday's second bright spot.
Spooky reading The Drowning Girl to me, sometime before I dozed off.
There really is an Outside.
My iMac's current wallpaper. Carcharodontosaurus and others in a misty forest that will someday be Northern Africa.
Getting ready for dinner.
Bathroom reading matter.
Filling the tub.
These help a great deal with the cough.
Christopher Walken!
Sméagol in my office chair.
Playing Rift on Spooky's laptop.
Tooth paste. The last word in futility.
The only one of these that Spooky took. I think I was trying to hug Hubero to death.
Reading before sleep.
And I fell asleep to Revenge of the Creature (1955) playing on my ancient iBook (circa 2000). Revenge of the Creature is one of my many comfort movies, and I usually sleep to comfort movies.
All photographs Copyright © 2011 by Caitlín R. Kiernan and Kathryn A. Pollnac
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Date: 2011-03-06 06:44 pm (UTC)Amen! Excepting epic tales like The Lord of The Rings, trilogies seem little more than a story fluffed up into multiple books to keep the money coming in.
I adore Tolkien. But I fear we have The Lord of the Rings to blame, at least in part, for this.
Although...few realize Tolkien wrote LotR as a single volume; it was his publisher who split it up.
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Date: 2011-03-06 06:52 pm (UTC)I did not know that. I always thought that it worked best as a trilogy given the scope of the story as well as the physical space it takes to tell it, but knowing it was intended to be a single volume makes me wish it had been. It would be a lovely story to read out of a single twenty-plus pound, leather bound book.
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Date: 2011-03-06 06:58 pm (UTC)There's is a very nice single-volume, leather-bound edition, I think.
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Date: 2011-03-06 07:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-03-06 07:22 pm (UTC)Am I talking out my ass here, anyone?
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Date: 2011-03-06 07:24 pm (UTC)Am I talking out my ass here, anyone?
Nope. That's pretty much true.