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No writing yesterday. No, that's not true. I began one story, wrote about 400 words, then realized it was not the right story. So I stopped and began another story, which I hope will be the right story. "The Sea Troll's Daughter," and I wrote more than 500 words on it. But I'm pretty sure it was a false start. So, you figure it out. I have most of the story in my head, the characters, the tone, the plot...and that very rarely ever is the case at the outset. Now, I only have to locate the words.

Um...how could it have taken me half an hour to realize that this is not 1931? The iPod should have been a dead giveaway, but there are so many temporal shifts lately, it's hard to keep track.

Still cloudy. Still raining. Still not summer.

I fear I have become addicted to Twitter. In one week, I went from detesting it on general principle, to addiction. Which is pretty much how I do things. Ah, well. Beats the crap out of backsliding into Second Life (It's been two months now, so yay me!). I will say that there are two things about Twitter that have pleased me greatly. First, none of this misuse of the word friend. On Twitter, one has followers, and one follows others, which, in all ways, makes much more sense, without linguistic perversions. Several times now, I've had people (from LJ, SL, Facebook) pull that "But you're my FRIEND" shit on me, and I have to point out that no, I'm not, that we've never even met, and so on, and so forth. Drama ensues. And, of course, the misuse of friend has led to the neologism friending, when there was already befriend to function as an accompanying verb, and it would have worked just fine. "But, you friended me!" No, I befriended you. And, in this qualified sense of the word, that only makes us sort of vaguely acquainted, at best. Anyway, that's one thing.

Another thing that pleases me about Twitter is that, at least among the people who are following me thus far (362), and those I'm following (57), there's been, in more than three days, almost no l33t or lolspeak or emoticons. Which surprises me, as we're limited to 140 characters per message, and yet, all of these people stop and think of a way to make themselves understood without resorting to idiotic acronyms. I have not seen "lol" even once (but maybe that's because I'm not following Eliza Dushku). I am told this would change were I to descend into the realm of "people who do real-time conversation," but I'm not even sure what that is——I mean, how it would differ from what I've seen so far, since it all seems rather "real time"——so I shall simply avoid it. Anyway, I'm greygirlbeast.

Yesterday, I tweeted the first part of The Red Tree micro-sneak-peek experiment. Today, I'll repost yesterday's bit, then add Pt. 2.

My thanks to everyone who's bid in the current round of eBay auctions. I will remind you that the clothbound copy of The Merewife up now is probably the only one I will ever auction, as I received but four copies, back in 2005. Among my hard-to-find publications, it's surely one of the hardest to find. And, yes, all proceeds from these auctions will go to help offset the expense of my attending ReaderCon in July. So, thank you again, if you've bid or already won an auction.

Yesterday, Serena Valentino ([livejournal.com profile] serenavalentino) wrote to relate to me a dream she'd had, a dream in which I appeared, and a dream which delighted me, when I heard of it. She's given me permission to include her description of the dream in this entry:

I had an interesting dream about you, even more interesting by virtue of rarely remembering my dreams. You were dressed in an Edwardian era outfit, a hybrid of a lady's outfit, but with long riding breeches under your skirt. I know this not because I got under your skirt, mind (it wasn't that sort of dream) your skirt was split in the front, revealing the breeches. Your long coat was also rather masculine, but tailored for a woman. It was very fetching. We were sitting near each other during a performance of some kind (candles illuminated the foot of the stage) and you commented on the performance, it was a very witty sort of comment, one would expect from Oscar Wilde, or yourself for that matter. I remember laughing a little too loudly for the people sitting near us, and that made us laugh even harder.

I only wish I could remember any of this.

Anything else? No, not really. Oh, except one thing. I'm pretty sure that very few people under the age of thirty-five remember what the word angst actually means, or know that "angsting" isn't a word, or that feeling and expressing angst is not a sign of weakness or something to be loathed and mocked. We'll talk about "emo" later. How can a nation be simultaneously so overwrought and emotionally constipated? Anyway, class dismissed. I need to see a lady about a platypus.

Date: 2009-06-22 04:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mech-angel.livejournal.com
I'm pretty sure that very few people under the age of thirty-five remember what the word angst actually means, or know that "angsting" isn't a word, or that feeling and expressing angst is not a sign of weakness or something to be loathed and mocked.

I blame the nineties' babygoth contingent. I was surprised, honestly, to find that it had a much stronger and more fiery connotation in the original German angstkeit, which concept [livejournal.com profile] wolven and my roommate [livejournal.com profile] raoin introduced me to.

Date: 2009-06-22 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com
I blame the nineties' babygoth contingent. I was surprised, honestly, to find that it had a much stronger and more fiery connotation in the original German angstkeit, which concept [info]wolven and my roommate [info]raoin introduced me to.

I just blame stupidity. Spooky was just telling me about the word's German roots, as she knows German far better than I do.

Date: 2009-06-22 04:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ardiril.livejournal.com
The Amazon cover image for the The Red Tree is only mid-sized and low-def. Could you post a better one?

Date: 2009-06-22 04:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

Could you post a better one?

I didn't post that one. My publisher sent the image to Amazon, and they posted it. I have very little control over these things. Somewhere in the LJ, there should be a high resolution image posted. I know I put one up. Anyway, I really hate the cover....

Date: 2009-06-22 04:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ardiril.livejournal.com
"I really hate the cover...."

I am kind of glad to hear that. The first time I saw it, I wondered if you had any input. Do you expect Roc to do much in the way of promotion, or are they going to push that back down to you? Thus, the book trailer perhaps?

Date: 2009-06-22 04:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com
I am kind of glad to hear that. The first time I saw it, I wondered if you had any input.

I was asked to give input, which I did. It was ignored.

Do you expect Roc to do much in the way of promotion, or are they going to push that back down to you?

Mostly, it's up to me, same as always. They send out review copies, but not much more.

Thus, the book trailer perhaps?

Exactly.

Date: 2009-06-22 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ardiril.livejournal.com
Reminds me of my Pay-to-Play days with the bands.

Date: 2009-06-22 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ardiril.livejournal.com

"It was ignored."

My first thought on seeing that cover was, 'Well, it's not the usual bodice ripper.'

Date: 2009-06-22 08:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

My first thought on seeing that cover was, 'Well, it's not the usual bodice ripper.'

You know, you're really not helping. I've actually lain awake at nights, worrying this cover will a) alienate readers and/or b) mislead and angry readers who enjoy books for which such covers might be appropriate.

Date: 2009-06-22 04:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kambriel.livejournal.com
I had an interesting dream about you, even more interesting by virtue of rarely remembering my dreams. You were dressed in an Edwardian era outfit, a hybrid of a lady's outfit, but with long riding breeches under your skirt. I know this not because I got under your skirt, mind (it wasn't that sort of dream) your skirt was split in the front, revealing the breeches. Your long coat was also rather masculine, but tailored for a woman.

Fittingly, your Isabella Coatdress is shipping out today ;)

Date: 2009-06-22 04:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

Fittingly, your Isabella Coatdress is shipping out today

Oooooh. Thank you! Yeah, when Serena told me about the dream, I though at once of the coatdress.

Date: 2009-06-22 10:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bratty-princess.livejournal.com
That is indeed very much like the coat/dress you were wearing in my dream, though it was more rustic - it managed to be alluring and dangerous concurrently.

Date: 2009-06-22 05:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ardiril.livejournal.com
"Isabella Coatdress" - That is gorgeous! Also, I would like to commend your photographer. That could not have been an easy shoot.

Date: 2009-06-23 01:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kambriel.livejournal.com
Thanks :) I think the difficulty of that could have only been topped by the early days of the catalogue when all of the (black) clothing had to be photographed ~at night~, outside... far beyond city lights ;)

Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tetar.livejournal.com
It was the same in Victorian Britain, apparently. They were simultaneously freaked out and so tightly buttoned they were fit to burst. I'd vote USSA as far sicker and more twisted, though.

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

I'd vote USSA as far sicker and more twisted, though.

The United States Snowmobile Association? Undoubtedly.

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tetar.livejournal.com
ROFL - USA. (Can you tell I got a new egonomic keyboard for Favver's Doi?) *blush*

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

ROFL

Wait...I know this one. Um...Royal Order of Flailing Lemurs, yes?

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tetar.livejournal.com
I hadn't known there was a ROYAL order of flailing lemurs. Apparently I'm only in the Regulars. And I do not generally speak leet with these fingers so please accept any due apologies.

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

I hadn't known there was a ROYAL order of flailing lemurs. Apparently I'm only in the Regulars.

Once, I dated a peculiar young woman who was a Corporal in the ROFL (they prefer RoFL), but then she was shipped off to Madagascar, and her duty to the Order came between us.

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tetar.livejournal.com
And may we suppose you still receive a card from her with a few lemur fur hairs in it every third Imolc?

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com
And may we suppose you still receive a card from her with a few lemur fur hairs in it every third Imolc?

She was Zoroastrian, as it happens, so no. I heard she perished in when her biplane plummeted into a crowd of Nebraskan tourists.

Re: Emo Nation of Automatons

Date: 2009-06-22 05:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tetar.livejournal.com
Ah, then at least her fiery demise was not for naught. Didn't Nietsche write about that, as a young jungle journalist, during his Vanilla Plantation days?

re: REM greygirlbeast

Date: 2009-06-22 05:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] timesygn.livejournal.com
The only thing worse than being dreamed about is not being dreamed about. - Oscar Tame

Re: REM greygirlbeast

Date: 2009-06-22 05:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

I have never minded being dreamt about. I only wish I could be present in some of those dreams. They're inevitably better than my own.

Re: REM greygirlbeast

Date: 2009-06-22 05:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tetar.livejournal.com
Oh my, no. Not mine. Mine are terrifying, with or without you.

Re: REM greygirlbeast

Date: 2009-06-23 04:25 am (UTC)
ext_4772: (NCC-1701 Nebula 1)
From: [identity profile] chris-walsh.livejournal.com
Oh, for a world where collaborative dreaming was possible...

Re: REM greygirlbeast

Date: 2009-06-23 12:35 pm (UTC)
ext_4772: (Scorpio)
From: [identity profile] chris-walsh.livejournal.com
Which, come to think of it, would be *one* benefit of living in The Matrix...

Date: 2009-06-22 05:57 pm (UTC)
sovay: (PJ Harvey: crow)
From: [personal profile] sovay
I'm pretty sure that very few people under the age of thirty-five remember what the word angst actually means, or know that "angsting" isn't a word, or that feeling and expressing angst is not a sign of weakness or something to be loathed and mocked.

I bet some of them go to Germany and are very startled.

Date: 2009-06-22 06:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com


I bet some of them go to Germany and are very startled.


I think being startled is deemed very unhip.

Date: 2009-06-22 08:22 pm (UTC)
sovay: (PJ Harvey: crow)
From: [personal profile] sovay
I think being startled is deemed very unhip.

Hip is overrated.

Date: 2009-06-22 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

Hip is overrated.

Depends whose hips we're talking about.

Date: 2009-06-22 08:50 pm (UTC)
sovay: (Cho Hakkai: intelligence)
From: [personal profile] sovay
Depends whose hips we're talking about.

Just as long as it's someone who knows the original meaning of angst!

Date: 2009-06-22 06:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com
I'm pretty sure that very few people under the age of thirty-five remember what the word angst actually means, or know that "angsting" isn't a word, or that feeling and expressing angst is not a sign of weakness or something to be loathed and mocked.

No. Because if they did, they would recognise that Every Single One Of Them is experiencing it, All The Time. Every Internet diversion, every Second Life, every subsumation of the actual emotional response beneath the Forced Shallow Braying Laughter, is an attempt for people to Stop Feeling this all consuming Dread.

And now I can't stop thinking about Dune, and how I want a megaphone... And now I can't stop thinking about how most at whom I'd shout the Litany Against Fear would completely misunderstand it.

Breathe.

On Twitter, one has followers, and one follows others, which, in all ways, makes much more sense, without linguistic perversions.

It's a very important distinction. I'm of the mentality that I always appreciate a small wave, if someone begins to read what I write-- just a small "Oh don't mind me, I'll just be walking behind you, for a bit, seeing where you go." It helps me feel more inclined to return the favour.

On Livejournal, the weighted term makes that contact even more imperative, while Twitter's linguistic choice lets me ignore it, more easily.

Unless the following happens in waves. Then I get paranoid.

Date: 2009-06-22 07:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com


No. Because if they did, they would recognise that Every Single One Of Them is experiencing it, All The Time. Every Internet diversion, every Second Life, every subsumation of the actual emotional response beneath the Forced Shallow Braying Laughter, is an attempt for people to Stop Feeling this all consuming Dread.


Very well said.

And now I can't stop thinking about Dune, and how I want a megaphone... And now I can't stop thinking about how most at whom I'd shout the Litany Against Fear would completely misunderstand it.

OMG, lol its so emo!!! dont be so serious, lol kk?

It's a very important distinction. I'm of the mentality that I always appreciate a small wave, if someone begins to read what I write-- just a small "Oh don't mind me, I'll just be walking behind you, for a bit, seeing where you go." It helps me feel more inclined to return the favour.

On Livejournal, the weighted term makes that contact even more imperative, while Twitter's linguistic choice lets me ignore it, more easily.


Yep.

Date: 2009-06-23 12:36 pm (UTC)
ext_4772: (Blow My Mind)
From: [identity profile] chris-walsh.livejournal.com
OMG, lol its so emo!!! dont be so serious, lol kk?

Now I just had a horrifying thought: the Joker using Leet-speak. O.o

Date: 2009-06-22 07:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blu-muse.livejournal.com
I really like your micro-sneak-peek experiment, by the way. It's the ultimate in story-foreplay.

Date: 2009-06-22 07:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com
I really like your micro-sneak-peek experiment, by the way. It's the ultimate in story-foreplay.

I'm glad you're enjoying it. I hope it yields results, saleswise.

Date: 2009-06-22 08:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] algernon33.livejournal.com
Wait...
You were a SLer? Hmmm I have a feeling which mutual friend of ours get you into that. (Stares at Blu's Direction and smiles)

I am going to have to read your commentary on SL indeed.

BTW, your Tweets are great

-A33

Date: 2009-06-22 08:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

You were a SLer? Hmmm I have a feeling which mutual friend of ours get you into that. (Stares at Blu's Direction and smiles)

No, no. It wasn't Blu. I am solely responsible for the two years I suffered at the hands of the denizens of SL. When the Dune sim (where I was both naib and reverend mother to the local Fremen) imploded, destroyed by the hubris and idiocy of its owners, I should have left. And that was only a year in.

I never used SL for "socializing," only attempts at rp and storytelling, all of which were doomed.

I am going to have to read your commentary on SL indeed.

I actually wrote a short essay on it for a book that;ll be out later this year (but I've forgotten the title).

BTW, your Tweets are great

Thank you.

Date: 2009-06-23 10:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maetrics.livejournal.com
Lolspeak to me has always been about speed not space. In IRC you want to speak faster. With SMS, or texting, the more time you take writing a message exponentially increases your frustration and urge to chuck the damn phone at someone's forehead...or so I've believe.

Leetspeak however is a cultural thing, like ebonics. I'm certain you would see more should you begin follow people who are deeper into either cultures.

Date: 2009-06-23 10:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com

I'm certain you would see more should you begin follow people who are deeper into either cultures.

Fortunately, this won't be happening.

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