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Caitlín R. Kiernan ([personal profile] greygirlbeast) wrote2009-05-06 11:37 am

Howard Hughes and the Little White Pills

Last night...no, this morning, the insomnia laughed at enough pills to put a horse in a coma. I finally got to sleep sometime after four ayem.

Yesterday was the sort of last-minute tedium I'd expected, getting the galley pages of The Red Tree ready to go back to Manhattan, the long letter I had to write detailing why I'd made the changes that I'm asking for (most were pretty obviously necessary). But, by three o'clock or so, it was done, and Spooky ferried the corrected pages away to the post office. At this point, the book truly is out of my hands, excepting all the promotional work I hope to do for it. Many of the problems with the galleys were formatting issues, which I think resulted from the way Penguin's having to rush the production schedule to meet the August 4 release date. But, hopefully all will be made right. As much as I care for this novel, I hope not to read it again for a long, long time. You guys get to read it next, and hopefully you will not be to thrown by what you find. It's different. I think it will be less of a surprise to readers of Sirenia Digest than to my readers who don't take the digest. I'd have never been able to puzzle my way through this one if not for all the ways I've grown as a writer since the digest began, all those experiments and stretching exercises it's allowed me to try.

Also, I did an interview about Stoker and Dracula for an Irish literary festival. And answered a bunch of email. It was a long, long day. Oh, and I've not left the house since April 30th.

Today, I need to begin a new short story for an sf/f anthology (TBA).

After the writing, before dinner, I watched an episode of Nova online, about the discovery in China of the four-winged, feathered dromaeosaurid theropod Microraptor and the evolution and biomechanics of flight in non-avian and avian theropods. Spooky made quesadillas for dinner; it was Cinco de Mayo, after all.

Later, we watched Kathryn Bigelow's Strange Days (2005; screenplay by James Cameron). I was very fond of this film when it was released, and it's aged fairly well in the fourteen years since. But there's no denying it's at least half an hour too long, maybe more. Graeme Revell's soundtrack is still one of its best attributes. And then there was a little WoW, not a lot. We did a few quests in Zangarmarsh for the Cenarion Expedition. Shah still doesn't trust the night elves, and likely she never will. There are a few WoW screencaps behind the cut, taken during the last three or four nights:





It was never a good idea, letting Shah look out for an orphan, even if it was Children's Week. In Tanaris, getting ready to take the kiddo back home to Shattrath. Suraa and her orphan are on the right.



Shaharrazad and her succubus, Drusneth, after the defeat of a Shivarra named Hathyss the Wicked.



Shah surveys the Bone Wastes and, literally, the edge of the world, and wonders why she didn't stay in Orgrimmar.



Also, a question from a reader. "Idoru-X" writes, "Just learned through old entries of your blog that back in the day Poppy Z. Brite and you were asked to pitch an X-files novel. I'm curious as to how that would have turned out. Could you perhaps comment on your blog on what the proposal was about?"

Sure. The proposal was written in July and August of 1995. It would have been a story called Dead Kids, about secret government projects and toxic waste spawning cannibalistic zombie street kids in New Orleans. I still have the various incarnations of the proposal, and I might even toss it into the next issue of Sirenia Digest, if Poppy doesn't mind.

Finally, is it just me, or has anyone else noticed that comments to posts on LJ are dropping off. I've been seeing this trend now for the last year, with my journal and those of other writers. I fear that actual blogs have become old hat, what with emergence of Twitter and Facebook. I've not seen an actual drop in people reading the journal; there are just far fewer comments. Just a thought. A thought and a question.

[identity profile] alvyarin.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you reply to comments less than you did before? I haven't been keeping track or anything so don't know but I do think it encourages people when they actually get to interact with the person they're a fan of. This might not be the case at all though --- just a thought. I know I often get replies so it isn't meant to sound like a complaint.

The other thing I notice from reading your blog is that your more controversial (especially religious/belief themed) always get many more comments. And I think a while ago you decided to do less of those so that might be contributing?

Am behind by a few Sirenia issues but hope to catch up and leave feedback soon. Whether I comment or not I do love reading your blog and visit daily to see what goes on in the life and mind of someone I admire.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)

Do you reply to comments less than you did before?

Nope.

The other thing I notice from reading your blog is that your more controversial (especially religious/belief themed) always get many more comments. And I think a while ago you decided to do less of those so that might be contributing?

Possibly. For whatever reason, I do find myself shying away from those more controversial or contentious posts these days.

[identity profile] timesygn.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)

"Finally, is it just me, or has anyone else noticed that comments to posts on LJ are dropping off."

I've noticed it, too. And it has led me to question the reasons people may have for commenting on LJ entries.

I view the act of posting as similar to having a conversation at a social event. E.g., Caitlin says something interesting on her LJ, so I comment. She may or may not choose to respond, depending on her level of interest, engagement with other people or mood at the given moment. But I tend to refrain from commenting unless I have something to offer that I believe is interesting, and attempt to employ the skills and observe the responsibilities of adult conversation throughout the exchange.

One thing I've noticed about conversation, however: it is a dying art.

My guess is that, in addition to having shorter attention spans, people are growing increasingly self-absorbed and disinterested in other peoples' lives/thoughts. I keep thinking about that Wim Wenders film, UNTIL THE END OF THE WORLD ...

My two cents.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)

But I tend to refrain from commenting unless I have something to offer that I believe is interesting,

Which is reasonable.

One thing I've noticed about conversation, however: it is a dying art.

My guess is that, in addition to having shorter attention spans, people are growing increasingly self-absorbed and disinterested in other peoples' lives/thoughts.


Getting back to Twitter, Facebook, etc.

I keep thinking about that Wim Wenders film, UNTIL THE END OF THE WORLD ...

I was just talking about that film last night....

[identity profile] timesygn.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:41 pm (UTC)(link)
See, this is what I mean about conversations: I say something that sparks an idea/recollection for yourself and we go ...
But of course: we have lives to attend to, this isn't a social BBS so we must content ourselves with refractive inspiration and move on.

Regardless: I am loving DAUGHTER OF HOUNDS, enjoying your LJ and find myself sometimes wishing circumstances were such that I'd been able to meet you in person. As Hannibal Lecter says to Clarice Starling: "I think it must be quite something to know you in private life." And with that, I leave you to yours and head off into mine ...

[identity profile] jtglover.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
The people I think of as LJ-people aren't going, I don't think, but it seems like many of those who were never particularly tied to the site are migrating to some other platform. Given all the transfers in ownership of LiveJournal, and the miscellaneous kerfluffles, I think plenty of folks have been jumping to other journaling sites. Probably some draw-off to Facebook too, but I think there are fewer people going exclusively to Twitter, and most of the writing/SF people I know maintain one journaling presence and one "light" presence (FB, twitter, identi, or whatever).

Add the economy to that. I know plenty of people who have taken second jobs, had to deal with losing their jobs, gotten additional duties at work, or whatever, and simply have less time to be online.

Looking forward to The Red Tree!

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)

Regardless: I am loving DAUGHTER OF HOUNDS,


Well, that's very good to know.

As Hannibal Lecter says to Clarice Starling: "I think it must be quite something to know you in private life."

A truly marvelous pick-up line.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)

Add the economy to that. I know plenty of people who have taken second jobs, had to deal with losing their jobs, gotten additional duties at work, or whatever, and simply have less time to be online.

Yes, I 've wondered to what degree the economic catastrophe has played in what I'm seeing. Me, I'm stuck at this keyboard, no matter how much I work, so it hasn't made much difference, but I certainly see how that's not the case for most.

[identity profile] edwarddain.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I've noticed a certain drop in comments also, I also think it has tied to novelty of blogging changing as well as a drop in the blogging of controversial topics on your part (as was mentioned above).

I read your LJ, I've found myself commenting less because I have just generally been commenting on LJ less overall. But, in general, I never commented much on the author's LJs that I have friended because it always felt it little wierdly stalkerish.

[identity profile] txtriffidranch.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I'm not seeing so much a drop in readers so much as a drop in people who have to post just so they can say they did. I suspect they went over to Facebook to drop more idiot polls and memes all over the place, and let 'em have it.

As for actual blog readership, I was expecting this for a while. You have the triple whammy of the number of readers stabilizing, the number of readers of early implementers who decided that they wanted to get some of the attention as well, and a general migration to Twitter and other ADD enablers. I watched the same exact shakeout with personal Web sites and zines in the mid-Nineties, with the same panic from editors and Webmasters about how a lack of immediate comments somehow meant that they weren't being read. I'm actually appreciative of the shakeout, because this means that the people who leave comments actually have something to say. The idiots are increasingly on Twitter, or they're defecating into newspaper comment boards.

[identity profile] fornikate.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I found a typo on page 14 of Alabaster.

[identity profile] fornikate.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Stupid Firefox.
I haven't been getting as many emails or comments, either. I wonder if people have sacrificed the internet to the gods of the recession.
sovay: (Lord Peter Wimsey)

[personal profile] sovay 2009-05-06 06:01 pm (UTC)(link)
But, by three o'clock or so, it was done, and Spooky ferried the corrected pages away to the post office.

Mazel tov. I hope to read it—in proper book form—soon.

Oh, and I've not left the house since April 30th.

Psst. Boston.

Finally, is it just me, or has anyone else noticed that comments to posts on LJ are dropping off.

I don't know if I'm commenting less than I used to, but I know that I post less often; I used to spam my friendlist with everything that crossed my radar of interest, and now I find myself shying away from links or thoughts or rambles, as if no one else would be interested (or as if that should stop me: I mean, what else is a blog of one's own for?). I haven't been keeping track of the numbers on my own journal. I hope it's not Twitter-related. I'm not sure the online attention span can get much shorter without running into some serious brain-chemistry problems.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)

But, in general, I never commented much on the author's LJs that I have friended because it always felt it little wierdly stalkerish.

There's really, truly no need to feel that way. If I don't want comments to a post, I turn off that option.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)

I found a typo on page 14 of Alabaster.

Amazing.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure the online attention span can get much shorter without running into some serious brain-chemistry problems.

But blog entries are so looooonnnnngggg...

Really, I don't know if Twitter is tied into this at all. I just can't pass up an opportunity to demonize Twitter.

[identity profile] docbrite.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure. The proposal was written in July and August of 1995. It would have been a story called Dead Kids, about secret government projects and toxic waste spawning cannibalistic zombie street kids in New Orleans. I still have the various incarnations of the proposal, and I might even toss it into the next issue of Sirenia Digest, if Poppy doesn't mind.

Go for it. You obviously keep far better files than I do; I don't think I could lay hands on this if you offered me a pony.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)

The idiots are increasingly on Twitter, or they're defecating into newspaper comment boards.

I suppose it's encouraging, to see Twitter as a sort of filter.

As for actual blog readership, I was expecting this for a while. You have the triple whammy of the number of readers stabilizing, the number of readers of early implementers who decided that they wanted to get some of the attention as well, and a general migration to Twitter and other ADD enablers. I watched the same exact shakeout with personal Web sites and zines in the mid-Nineties, with the same panic from editors and Webmasters about how a lack of immediate comments somehow meant that they weren't being read. I'm actually appreciative of the shakeout, because this means that the people who leave comments actually have something to say.

Thing is, increasingly, I get questions from my agent about how much web presence I have, about how many people read the blog. Which, of course, is, ultimately, a very hard thing to gauge accurately. And it's hard for me not to draw a connection between comments and readership, even if such a connection doesn't actually exist.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)

Go for it.

Danke.

You obviously keep far better files than I do; I don't think I could lay hands on this if you offered me a pony.

I get rid of nothing. Ever. It's crazy.

[identity profile] fornikate.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Argh, my comments are being eaten

[identity profile] martianmooncrab.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
One doesnt want to appear as an encroaching toad eating lackey and overstepping the bounds of propriety by overly commenting on each posting.

..or pushy, or stalkerishy, or any of the bad manners.



[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)

One doesnt want to appear as an encroaching toad eating lackey and overstepping the bounds of propriety by overly commenting on each posting.

..or pushy, or stalkerishy, or any of the bad manners.


Well, I don't mean to imply that people should comment when they have nothing to say. I'm merely noting that, over the last couple of years, there has been a general drop-off in the overall number of comments, indicating a change in behaviour (though of what sort, or why, I can't say).

And, again, I really wouldn't allow comments if I weren't interested in seeing them.

Comments

[identity profile] fwcleve.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi, Cait.

Always quick to present an unpopular view, I have to say that I miss the good ol' CRK Usenet Group.

I'll give you a moment to stop vomiting.

There was an immediacy about it. One could see at a glance which threads were active, who was talking to whom. No "log-in". No navigating behind the scenes to comment. Just pop in, pick a thread or two, lay down two-cents, and pop out. Fans could get caught up in their own little knots that didn't always even involve you directly.

I don't know. Maybe it's still possible to have that sort of experience in a venue like this, but I'm betting it's a little more difficult.

I also think that we've gotten too used to the privilege: this Internet connection between celebrity and fans. I remember writing my first e-mail to you -- and being thunderstruck to receive a reply a few hours later. The gods speak to the mortals now! Used to be, the best one could do is send a postal Fan Letter and wonder if the recipient ever even got it, let alone actually read it.

My personal excuse is more, of course. I've always been a comics fan. The Dreaming. That's where I discovered you and what held my interest most strongly. There was one issue in particular: Dreams the Burning Dream -- still one of my favorite single issues in any comics series I've ever followed. (I even managed to meet you and get you to sign my copy at a little book shop in L.A., once upon a time.)

Wish you'd still do a comics mini-series, now and again.


--cleve

[identity profile] martianmooncrab.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
After reading someones journal/blog, there is a sense of familiarity, and you dont need to respond each time there is a posting.

I enjoy your trips to the beach and the paleocommentary, (I have an interest in sauropods and their kin) and I dont want to appear totally ignorant if I post.



[identity profile] edwarddain.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
For me, it's also about respecting professional boundaries. I tend to approach your blog as a gift of insight into your life and process - and the things I'm most interested in you don't tend to talk about so I'm not going to ask about them. I have my own boundaries, both personal and professional, and if I want people to respect mine I would be a real ass if I didn't respect other people's.

The authors that I follow on LJ post varying amounts. One (Lj user="sethanikeem"> posts less often than you, but we also know a few people in common so if I happened to make an accidently off comment I feel confident that I have some social capital to make up for that. The other ([livejournal.com profile] lupabitch) posts more often than you, but we have a great deal in common and we've actually conversed off LJ a fair amount and we again, have a number of people we know in common. Both of them are people who, if we were going to be in the same town at some point, I would be making a point of getting together to talk in person.

They also post about things that I feel like I have something of value to contribute to occasionally.

[livejournal.com profile] passionandsoul I know in person and consider a friend, so I post there as the spirit moves me. [livejournal.com profile] susan_wright hardly posts at all anymore, and I actually interact with her more professionally - so her LJ doesn't get much attention.

You fall more into the same category as [livejournal.com profile] fd_midori, you post regularly, and you even share more of your private life than she does. But rather like her, I don't have any expectation that you would know me from Adam. And ultimately I do use LJ and other social media to make a connection with other people. My impression (rightly or wrongly) is that we are looking for different levels of personal connection in our social media. There's nothing wrong with that obviously, but it informs my choice of how and when to comment.

But, all that said, if you're looking for more comments then I'll see what I can do to hold up my end of the tacit social contract. ;-)

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