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CaitlĂ­n R. Kiernan ([personal profile] greygirlbeast) wrote2009-05-06 11:37 am

Howard Hughes and the Little White Pills

Last night...no, this morning, the insomnia laughed at enough pills to put a horse in a coma. I finally got to sleep sometime after four ayem.

Yesterday was the sort of last-minute tedium I'd expected, getting the galley pages of The Red Tree ready to go back to Manhattan, the long letter I had to write detailing why I'd made the changes that I'm asking for (most were pretty obviously necessary). But, by three o'clock or so, it was done, and Spooky ferried the corrected pages away to the post office. At this point, the book truly is out of my hands, excepting all the promotional work I hope to do for it. Many of the problems with the galleys were formatting issues, which I think resulted from the way Penguin's having to rush the production schedule to meet the August 4 release date. But, hopefully all will be made right. As much as I care for this novel, I hope not to read it again for a long, long time. You guys get to read it next, and hopefully you will not be to thrown by what you find. It's different. I think it will be less of a surprise to readers of Sirenia Digest than to my readers who don't take the digest. I'd have never been able to puzzle my way through this one if not for all the ways I've grown as a writer since the digest began, all those experiments and stretching exercises it's allowed me to try.

Also, I did an interview about Stoker and Dracula for an Irish literary festival. And answered a bunch of email. It was a long, long day. Oh, and I've not left the house since April 30th.

Today, I need to begin a new short story for an sf/f anthology (TBA).

After the writing, before dinner, I watched an episode of Nova online, about the discovery in China of the four-winged, feathered dromaeosaurid theropod Microraptor and the evolution and biomechanics of flight in non-avian and avian theropods. Spooky made quesadillas for dinner; it was Cinco de Mayo, after all.

Later, we watched Kathryn Bigelow's Strange Days (2005; screenplay by James Cameron). I was very fond of this film when it was released, and it's aged fairly well in the fourteen years since. But there's no denying it's at least half an hour too long, maybe more. Graeme Revell's soundtrack is still one of its best attributes. And then there was a little WoW, not a lot. We did a few quests in Zangarmarsh for the Cenarion Expedition. Shah still doesn't trust the night elves, and likely she never will. There are a few WoW screencaps behind the cut, taken during the last three or four nights:





It was never a good idea, letting Shah look out for an orphan, even if it was Children's Week. In Tanaris, getting ready to take the kiddo back home to Shattrath. Suraa and her orphan are on the right.



Shaharrazad and her succubus, Drusneth, after the defeat of a Shivarra named Hathyss the Wicked.



Shah surveys the Bone Wastes and, literally, the edge of the world, and wonders why she didn't stay in Orgrimmar.



Also, a question from a reader. "Idoru-X" writes, "Just learned through old entries of your blog that back in the day Poppy Z. Brite and you were asked to pitch an X-files novel. I'm curious as to how that would have turned out. Could you perhaps comment on your blog on what the proposal was about?"

Sure. The proposal was written in July and August of 1995. It would have been a story called Dead Kids, about secret government projects and toxic waste spawning cannibalistic zombie street kids in New Orleans. I still have the various incarnations of the proposal, and I might even toss it into the next issue of Sirenia Digest, if Poppy doesn't mind.

Finally, is it just me, or has anyone else noticed that comments to posts on LJ are dropping off. I've been seeing this trend now for the last year, with my journal and those of other writers. I fear that actual blogs have become old hat, what with emergence of Twitter and Facebook. I've not seen an actual drop in people reading the journal; there are just far fewer comments. Just a thought. A thought and a question.

Re: Comments

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Good to see you.

I have to say that I miss the good ol' CRK Usenet Group.

Truly, I don't. The death of the Usenet group was long overdue. I simply could not abide the fact of trolls, or the fact that there was, ultimately, no way to combat trolling.

(I even managed to meet you and get you to sign my copy at a little book shop in L.A., once upon a time.)

Gods, I don't recall the name of that shop, but it was in late Oct. '98, or very early November, and I read from Silk. I clearly remember meeting you.

Wish you'd still do a comics mini-series, now and again.

Sometimes I miss doing comics. Mostly, I don't.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)

My impression (rightly or wrongly) is that we are looking for different levels of personal connection in our social media. There's nothing wrong with that obviously, but it informs my choice of how and when to comment.

Yeah, I'd agree. I mean, this LJ is for me primarily a way to talk with readers and promote my work. I don't think of it as socializing.

But, all that said, if you're looking for more comments then I'll see what I can do to hold up my end of the tacit social contract. ;-)

On the one hand, I'm really not whining so I'll get more posts. Truly, I'm not. It's just nice to know that you're not talking to an empty room.
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[personal profile] sovay 2009-05-06 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
I just can't pass up an opportunity to demonize Twitter.

Hey, I'm good with that.
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[personal profile] sovay 2009-05-06 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes I miss doing comics.

You and Vince could do something short for Sirenia?

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:10 pm (UTC)(link)

You and Vince could do something short for Sirenia?

I've thought about this recently, actually. It's mostly an issue of time on his end. I can produce a script fairly quickly, but then he has to draw and ink it, and that would require more of his time, probably, than I could afford. I'd love to do a story over several issues, two or three pages per. I just don't know if it's feasible.
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[personal profile] sovay 2009-05-06 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I can produce a script fairly quickly, but then he has to draw and ink it, and that would require more of his time, probably, than I could afford.

Could you write the script now and have the comic itself come out at the end of the summer or even in the fall, so it wouldn't be the same kind of time-crunch as a month's illustration, or is it literally a matter of affording?

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)

Could you write the script now and have the comic itself come out at the end of the summer or even in the fall, so it wouldn't be the same kind of time-crunch as a month's illustration, or is it literally a matter of affording?

A little of both. Vince is at least as busy as I am. And I can only afford to pay him so much, and he can only afford to work for me so much. I haven't spoken with him about this, and I'm sure he'd love the idea of doing it, but I think there's just no way to make if affordable for either of us.

[identity profile] blu-muse.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't comment as much as I used to because I'm just busier with art stuff (and sometimes because I don't feel like I have anything to add to conversations) but... I still pop in and read my LJ friends posts almost every single day.

[identity profile] edwarddain.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, yes, and that is part of the tacit social contract as far as I'm concerned. You should know that you're not talking to an empty room, and I'm quite aware of how important it can be to get some sense of that.

[identity profile] andrew-wolter.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I've noticed a drop in comments on other LJ users. My journal is only a couple months old so I'm slowly building my list of regulars who comment.

Your entry got me thinking though...if Twitter and Facebook are heading in the direction of replacing blogs, our society is definitely moving toward mass illiteracy.

As usual, thanks for sharing your thoughts.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Your entry got me thinking though...if Twitter and Facebook are heading in the direction of replacing blogs, our society is definitely moving toward mass illiteracy.

Well, I think it's pretty clear that Twitter is enjoying the sort of popularity that LJ did in, say, 2003-2004. Indeed, I suspect Twitter is quiet a bit more popular now than LJ ever was, if only because it's so much more accessible and the "tweets" (ugh) require so little effort to write and read. Sound-bytes, etc.

I think "post-literate" my be the phrase to describe the second half of the 21st Century.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 07:56 pm (UTC)(link)

I don't comment as much as I used to because I'm just busier with art stuff

I think it's true of a lot of people, being a lot busier now. I also wonder how this might be tied into the aging and behavioral changes of the demographic that made LJ, Blogger, etc. so big.

Re: Comments

[identity profile] fwcleve.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
> Gods, I don't recall the name of that shop, but it was in late Oct. '98, or very early November, and I read from Silk. I clearly remember meeting you. <

Wow. What a memory. My memory is enhanced by some text files I saved concerning your California events. It was A Different Light, on Thursday, November 05, 1998. Your entourage consisted of Jennifer, Christina Faust, David J. Schow, and David J. Skal.

My brother came along, too. On the drive to L.A., I remember we saw a hell of a meteor, near the horizon -- one of the best I've ever seen.

You read from Silk. In attempting to choose a "safe" passage, you unfortunately selected the beginning of chapter 5 (Robin), which almost immediately describes her as still horny, even after the hour she'd spent in bed, masturbating with a dildo. I thought it was a most entertaining choice.

--cleve


Re: Comments

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)

It was A Different Light, on Thursday, November 05, 1998. Your entourage consisted of Jennifer, Christina Faust, David J. Schow, and David J. Skal.

Bingo!

You read from Silk. In attempting to choose a "safe" passage, you unfortunately selected the beginning of chapter 5 (Robin), which almost immediately describes her as still horny, even after the hour she'd spent in bed, masturbating with a dildo.

sigh

Yeah, "safe passages" are almost impossible for me. Worse now than back then, I suspect.

[identity profile] easter-lane.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't comment very much because, well, I don't want to seem stupid. Sometimes a comment feels great in your head, but when you see it typed into the little comment box, it seems trite, and ridiculous, and probably misspelled.

Kinda off topic, "Silence of the Lambs" is one of my favorite romances EVER.

[identity profile] odditie.livejournal.com 2009-05-06 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Um, I still read your blog every day, don't worry. It's just that I'm sometimes way too busy to write anything what with rehearsal, homework, practicing violin, and shit. And I don't want to seem like a stalker.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 12:01 am (UTC)(link)

Sometimes a comment feels great in your head, but when you see it typed into the little comment box, it seems trite, and ridiculous, and probably misspelled.

Well, at least the spelling part is easy enough to remedy.

Kinda off topic, "Silence of the Lambs" is one of my favorite romances EVER.

I'm a tad fonder of Hannibal myself, but, yeah....

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 12:03 am (UTC)(link)

And I don't want to seem like a stalker.

This might be the most oft repeated concern today. And I admit it strikes me odd. Thing is, the few actual stalkers I've had to deal with, they mostly don't post to my blog.

[identity profile] odditie.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Thing is, the few actual stalkers I've had to deal with, they mostly don't post to my blog."

Oh. Well, that's a relief. It's just ever since you mentioned the stalker I've been going paranoid, thinking "ohmygodohmygod am I the stalker maybe I should stop reading and posting to author blogs..."
Yeah, I know, it's stupid.

[identity profile] greygirlbeast.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 12:36 am (UTC)(link)

What worries me is when people talk about me in their blogs, when the talk is very personal or hateful or insulting, like they know me, when they do not, in fact, know me.

[identity profile] odditie.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
Ugh, I feel so bad for you. You have my sympathies. *blinks* Slightly redundant. Hmm...
And this might not make you feel better, but I'll try anyway (they're kind of like a mix between Rasputina and the Dresden Dolls, except British):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjuBV4NbCng

[identity profile] easter-lane.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
Actually, I do prefer "Hannibal", but it's a very close race.

[identity profile] wolven.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Yes. Completely noticed the same thing. I've been having to force myself to write longer and more meaningful entries, of late. But I think they've been more and more worth it, as a result.

[identity profile] timesygn.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
*ahem* There is a REASON the root word of Twitter is "twit" ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5ba1OKY7Xc

[identity profile] alumiere.livejournal.com 2009-05-07 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
i've noticed this as well; i think part of it is the increased fracturing of the social networking and blog sites (and i'm not on twitter, don't much like myspace although i do have one, refuse to facebook and i just picked up a dreamwidth account mainly as a backup to lj in case some of the issues i see continue)

for me, i read even more thanks to rss feeds from solo websites and blog sites like wordpress, but i comment less because in part i'm not doing so well myself, and almost everything i seem to write is a downer regardless of intent (so i tend to be even more quiet than usual)

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